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December 23^RD 2008

Hello again my dear ‘holiday-friends’, I hope you are all ready for the coming celebrations.

Just one more month to go, and even with the economical crisis, the whole World will be already a better place than it has been the past 8 years.

When I look back, it is a miracle the World survived 8 years Bush without world-war 3.

Even as a ‘non-American’, I can not explain how relieved I will be when that ‘worst president in history’ is gone.

I received even some e-mails of American friends, who told me that they can be proud again to be an American.

Although ofcourse president Mugabe in Zimbabwe with a few bullets in his brain would make the end of my year a lot better.

It is quite clear what Bush did to America and the World, but how it is possible that one sick man (Mugabe) can destroy a wonderful place which once was one of the richest countries in Africa.

How sick can you be that you never have enough money, like the man in the USA who stole 40 or 50 billion dollars.

How do they think?: “I have one million, so I want to get 2 million. Now I have 2, so I want 10, and 100. And so on. But ofcourse the most important word in those people’s head is “I”.

Well, enough about that.

Please know that there are no problems with the mail, it only takes more time and patience from the both of us.

Sorry for my English friends the pound is so low, but I hope it will get better as the dollar shows.

I decided to keep warning for the OLP site, because I still get e-mails that weird things are going on there.

And I will definitely not take it off before I personaly hear a life-sign of Chris himself, if he still is normal.

To end it with a few positive things here in Holland, first of all the Paddo’s are still for sale here in the shops, even while they are “illegal” now. The police just doesn’t do anything against it because they realize it is better this way than when it would go underground.

Also in many bars people still smoke their cigaret without much problems: live and let live.

And that can not be said about the Dutch idiot who sued an American tobacco-company because he got cancer from smoking: how stupid can you be. I know it happens in other countries, but our judges (at least some of them) still have a normal brain, so he doesn’t get anything.

That’s it for this year my friends.

I WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY CHRISTMAS, PLEASE TRY TO BE NEAR YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND ENJOY !!!!

ALSO GOOD HEALTH, HAPPINESS, GOODLUCK, AND EVERYTHING POSITIVE FOR THE END OF 2008 AND THE START OF 2009.

THIS SERVICE WILL GO ON AS NORMAL, ONLY THE MAIL AND THE MANY HOLIDAYS WILL MAKE IT SLOWER.

Until the start of the next year my dear friends, thank you all for your friendship in 2008 and that it will continue in 2009.

Stay well and take care,

René.

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December 15^TH, 2008

Hello my dear friends, I hope you are doing all well in the dark days before Christmas.

To start with some business-news: all our mailboxes are closed because of the fireworks (children liked to put fireworks in them, so all the mail was destroyed).

So we have to get it personaly to the postoffice and you will understand that takes some more time and we have to be careful.

So the coming weeks (until about January 3^rd) everything will take some longer.

Also we have visitors from Africa with the holidays, so my e-mail-answers can sometimes take a bit longer.

Well, all the orders which have arrived here are on their way and maybe make it before the holidays.

All orders arriving now will be sent as soon as possible, but will probably not arrive before Christmas or even New year. Also our mail is not working between Christmas and New Year, so please be patient with everything.

I am sorry I can not contact you all personaly to wish you all the best for the holidays, but I know most of you frequently read this page, so you know that I all wish you good health and goodluck for the last weeks of this year and ofcourse for the whole new year 2009.

One last thing this week; the past year I have been talking about the killing of Nathalie Holloway on Aruba.

What I will write now, I have to be very careful with, but that criminal Joran van der S. is still not in jail.

Even after his confession in the programm of crime-reporter Peter R. de Vires, our and Aruba’s patethic justice department don’t do anything to him. (His father is a lawyer/judge with money and “big” friends).

It makes me feel sick to hear he has been living in a big villa in Bangkok and was already busy selling women.

It exactly shows he doesn’t have any respect for other people at all.

So he now probably escaped from Thailand because they also want him.

I hope for him that I will never meet him; although I am just a weak person, I realy would have it difficult to control myself; it is unacceptable that a sick guy like him is living like a King.

So to you all over the World, I ask you to look out for him. I can not put a picture here of him ofcourse, but you can easily find that on the WWW. My personal idea is that he now will be in Laos, Cambodia or Myanmar, but ofcourse he can be everywhere with his fathers money and the money he makes with criminal activities.

Also his father should get off the streets, because he is as guilty as his son.

Please don’t harm them, but let me know where he is, so I can contact Peter R. de Vries. They both should be out of our community as soon as possible.

Well my dear friends, I will try to write here again just before Christmas, I wish you a very good week and all the best from a cold, windy, rainy and snowy Holland.

Stay well and take care,

René.

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December 6^TH, 2008

And again hello my very dear friends,

The last weeks of this year have started, as usual we are quite busy, although many of my friends now started sending their order earlier. Thank you all for that.

For some people the holidays come as a big surprise every year, so they think I can make it fast for them to get their order just in time for Chrismas and New years Eve.

I am sorry, but that is not how we are working anymore. I don’t have the policy anymore that for every envelope which arrives here, the same day the order goes out; no more stress for me.

Ofcourse everything goes on as normal and we do our best, but when your Christmas-order is not in the mail to me within a few days, I can not guarantee that you will get it in time for the holidays. Also because of the unreliable mail now.

We almost have a week between the (2) Christmas-days and January 2^nd that the mail doesn’t work.

The last half year my humble service has been busier than in the past ten years, also because of the many talking on the forums I suppose.

It also gives the negative aspect that some very weird people contact me.

Just a few examples: ”how much for a kilo?”, “they need your telephone-number at the postoffice” or “can I transfer it to your bank-acount”.

Also I don’t realy understand when people are already scared to ask for the menu, why they even start contacting me.

Well my dear friends, I feel better than I did the past years, so I know how to handle everything. I will probably make some people angry and they will maybe write a bad post somewhere, but I don’t get stressed about that anymore; it turns out to be extra attention and gives me extra new friends.

So everything goes very well, I am many of you very greatfull to call you my friends. In about 6 months we will all celebrate the 10 years of this service.

Until the next time, please take good care of yourself and I wish all my ill friends strength and that their health may become better soon.

Stay well and take care,

René.

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November 26^TH, 2008

Hello my dear friends,

So we have had the first snow this week!

Quite early and only a little in my hometown, because I live near the sea. But the hope for a White Christmas is here again, in my memory it is more than 10 years ago.

Indeed writing here every week is too much; everything is the same as always, although we know from other years that the mail will be very unreliable the coming 6 weeks.

I know many of you are already sending for the holidays, so I am preparing for that.

For my friends in the UK I hope better times will come soon and the pound will get back to a normal level.

From my American friend I don’t get many complains anymore; it is good the dollar is going good again.

Lets hope the coming 8 weeks will go fast and we will have a real president of America again.

Too bad for me, because I don’t have Bush anymore to make fun of.

But for the World it will be ‘the relief of the century”.

Let Bush rest in peace somewhere in Texas, sorry for my friends there….

I wish my American friend a VERY HAPPY THANKSGIVING !!!

Here in Holland we have our own “Sinterklaas” celebration on December 5^th.

The 700 year old nephew of Santa is “our” Sinterklaas. He always comes with a boat from Spain to give presents to all the children in Holland.

The children in the age between 1 and 8 believe the whole story and look forward to it, but ofcourse it is just a story that parents make up and makes the toy-shops happy.

Well, difficult to explain, but it is typical Dutch.

Like at this time everybody is smoking again in the bars and coffeeshops in parts of Holland.

That is what I love about “us Dutch”; we have a government with people who still live 50 years ago, so we just don’t listen.

Like December first the Paddo’s, Shrooms, Mushrooms or how you call them will be forbidden.

The major of Amsterdam already told on TV that the selling will just go on as normal.

Our “bright” government thinks that just make a law to forbid something will simply make it go away. They have totally no clue that it just goes underground, which makes things out of control.

Like when Bush started his war against terror which made it only much worse.

Well my dear friends, you will hear me again in a day or 10, if anything interesting happens, I will be back sooner ofcourse,

Stay well and take care,

René.

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November 15^TH, 2008

Hello again my very dear friends.

I hope you are all doing good, here in Holland everything goes very well, I am getting used to the cold. Although I can’t wait for the spring again.

The business goes also very well, I had and have to stop with a few friends, just because they couldn’t bring up the patience or because of sarcastic e-mails.

Please don’t worry; it is not just stopping with someone just like that, but when somebody calls you “depressed retard” or someone sends 6 e-mails a day for one order, it is the end. Ofcourse after a while the excuses are there, but once blocked I don’t start again.

Barak Obama visited the White House. I realy wished it was already January 20^TH.

I am very scared when I think what Bush can still do (destroy) in those 2 months.

I had to think about the movie “The Planet Of The Apes” when I heared Bush had his hands disinfected after shaking hands with Obama.

It shows exactly how the “brain” of that man “works”.

Because there is not much to tell the last weeks, I will try again to write a bit less, like every 10 days. I hope you don’t mind and everything goes well with the help of my friends.

So they are now talking about the finacial crisis in America, the top 20 countries (including Holland; although it is very sad the father of our prime-minister died, so he had to go back home) are trying to find a way to help the poor banks who fucked things up. Sorry, but when we as individuals make mistakes like that, do we ever get help from our dear governments?

I would be very surprised if anything came out of it,they should better wait until January 20^th, when Obama is there, maybe even with Hillary.

Anyway, that is it for now, I will write here again betweek 1 and 2 weeks, but ofcourse when something important comes up, I will be back sooner.

A very happy weekend to you all, and if I don’t write before, I already want to wish my American friends A very Happy Thanksgiving on november 27^TH.

Stay well and take care,

René.

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November 8^TH, 2008

And what a relief it is my dear friends! I want to congratulate all my amrican friends with the first black president in history.

With Obama as the new president, we all ofcourse have to wait what happens and how he will do his job, but the important thing is that the most idiot president in history is getting out of the White House with all his dangerous friends.

I am not living in the United States, but even here in Holland you can feel the relief, that the safety in the entire World will be back.

So that is very good news. Now lets hope the FBI, CIA and the other criminals who are now still 2 more months in the White House will accept their loss and not do the same with Obama as they did with JFK.

I think you all know now that I have been away from the computer for a few days; just some time to relax, I will answer e-mails again this sunday and monday.

I wish you all a great weekend and I wish all my ill friends much strength and that life will get better for them.

Stay well and take care, you will hear me again next week,

René.

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October 30^TH, 2008

Hello again my very dear friends, I hope you are all doing well. On this side we are all doing very good.

I hope you remember the coming week I will probably be slower with answering e-mails, sorry for that.

For the rest business goes on as normal.

I have to tell new friends e-mailing me, that when they mention onlinepot in their e-mail, I don’t answer them.

They have to understand that anybody who has anything to do with that website already is not my favorite new friend.

They can thank Mr. Chris for that.

I received an e-mail from someone which I want to share with you all.

He e-mailed me with the question, how it is possible that he could find me while the DEA can’t……

Well, I do this almost ten years and it exactly shows what those bureaucrates are doing the whole day behind their desks.

I know from a friend of me they have a lot more important things to do, so lets hope they keep making The World a safe place.

Although it is also possible they see this realy as a peaceful, innocent place where ill people can get the medicines they need so hard.

I hope for the last reason.

It is wintertime again, well, that happens every year, so lets not get depressed of that.

I hope you all stay well, take good care of yourselves and your close friends and family, I all wish you already a good weekend, take care,

René.

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October 24^TH, 2008

Two more weeks my dear friends, than we will know who the new president of the USA is.

Realy a very important time for the whole World after the past terrible 8 years.

Well, if the bureaucrates in Florida don’t mess it up again ofcourse and if there is not another Bush-clan-member somewhere hidden in another state.

I hope you are all doing fine, the mail is working very good, not very fast, but no complains.

The coming 2 weeks I have some appointments and am re-arranging my home, so anwers for your e-mails may be delayed sometimes. But I ofcourse try my best as always to answer e-mail every day as usual.

Good news for my Swedish friends, in a few days I will have a new translation of the Swedish page. A new friend just sent it to me without asking anything for it.

About once in a month I get an offer for translating a page, so I send a free envelope and I don’t hear anything anymore. I ofcourse stopped with that already some time ago, but this was new for me and ofcourse this new friend gets his present from me.

As you can see on top of this page, I will not be behind the computer on November 6, 7 and 8. So I ask you friendly to wait with your e-mails until Sunday November 9^th, I already thank you very much.

Ofcourse I answer as much as I can until november 5^th, the orders and on its way e-mails are going as normal.

I hope you will all have a very good weekend, stay healthy, and take care,

René.

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October 18^TH, 2008

Hello my dear friends, I hope you are all well, my thoughts are with my dear friend KC and I wish all my friends who have a bad time all the strength and support they need.

I am doing very well, so no need to worry about me.

Except for the financial crisis and ofcourse the American elections in a bout 2 weeks, the World goes on as it always goes.

One of my friends replied to what I wrote last week, about the place of us individuals in this economical, “Money-World”. Just 4 words:

“Dust In The Wind”.

That is what we normal people seem to be these days.

But still we can all make a difference.

We can not break down an entire country like our friends Bush or Mugabe, but we can realy mean something for the people around us. I always try to focus on people close to me, also people who now are very good friends through this service.

We had a few beautiful days in Holland, a small after-summer, so I suppose we have to get ready for the winter now.

I hear the negative talking about me is getting less and Is again positive as it always was (but ofcourse there will always be a few exceptions).

I get many new friends, so everything is realy getting back to normal and it makes me feel a lot better that people on the internet hear the truth about this service again.

That means the truth eventually wins, and a few losers can not stop me from doing this in the best way I can.

So I want to thank all my dear friends, who have supported and defended me the past months!

You will hear me again the next weekend.

Please stay well dear friends, enjoy your weekend, take care,

René.

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October 10^TH, 2008

And here we are again my dear friends.

Everything is very well here, no complains and I hope you are all doing good.

I want to thank many of you for celebrating me with my 1^ST birthday, maybe a bit patethic to celebrate something like that when you are 49, but every day I realize that one year ago I was almost buried. One month after my very very best friend.

And now, one year later, my life shines again and I bless every day I am here.

I have a 3 very good friends who are at this moment fighting for their life, so I want to wish them much strength and my thoughts are with them. I hope my other friends want to pray for them.

Well, the global financial crisis is a fact now, we have to make the best out of it and hope it will get better as soon as possible.

Although I keep hearing about banks and financial institutions, and not about people, which still bothers me.

But we have to accept banks and stockmarkets are more important than people these days.

About the currencies; the pound is not good yet, sorry for my English friends. But the dollar goes up against the Euro and that is why I don’t get many complains about that anymore.

I still sometimes have e-mail from someone who thinks I make more money with a low dollar or pound, but we will have to live with that.

Everything runs very smoothly, although the orders of this past week are delayed 2 or 3 days, so please be patient.

Also you don’t have to ask me which day your order is sent, because as you know I don’t send them myself.

Just know when you got the on its way e-mail that your order is in the process and is in the mail within a few days.

Safety first, most people know this is not about speeding envelopes to you!

I wish you all a very good weekend ,please take care of yourself and think about the people close to you; because there are people around you who are struggling in their life and would be helped already with a small conversation, just to know they are not alone.

Stay well my friends, until the next week,

René.

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October 2^ND, 2008

Hello again my very dear friends, I hope all is well with all of you around the World.

As you know I am taking 2 or 3 days off the computer, everything goes on as normal, but only you will get a later reply to your e-mail.

(You know the on its way e-mails are not sent by me).

I am going to enjoy the days off and have a good time with my family and friends.

Not much news on this end, ofcourse I am following the debates in the United States and hope for the best result.

What I have been warned for a very long time ago, I am now sure of.

So I have very bad news for “all” my friends who live or are involved with the Town or County Wicklow in Ireland.

I don’t take orders anymore from that aria and I don’t do resends to there.

I am very sorry for my good friends living there, but you have to blame one or 2 people living there which spoiled it for you.

About the Worldwide financial crisis I think there are just a few people and organisations to blame.

Ofcourse we all will have to deal with the concequenses those uncapable “Money-Making-Monsters” gave us.

And they put the World in this situation just to make themselves richer.

They haven’t cared about the people who are already suffering for years.

So now the large banks/ Money monsters are getting into trouble and the millionaires on Wall Street see their stocks going down and everything is being done to solve their problems.

But lets not forget that more than one billion people don´t even have finances, or food, water, shelter, healthcare or all the possibilities we have here in the western World.

So in my eyes I care more for those one billion people than a few banks who have never been interested in people.

You will hear again from me the next week(end), I wish you all a very good and healthy week and take good care of yourself and others, warm greetings from Holland,

René.

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September 26^TH, 2008

Hello again my dear friends, another week is gone.

So next week I will write here on Thursday and I will take 2 or 3 days free to celebrate my first birthday.

I hope you can all wait with the e-mails until after the weekend.

Good news; the man I admire so much, Peter R, de Vries, received an “Emmy”-award for his documantairy about the Natalee Holloway-case.

Although the guy responsible for the death is still free and probably enjoying his parents’ money in Thailand. But I have a feeling this is not the end of this case yet.

Friends ask me to write more about my cats. Well, what is there to write about cats?

All three are doing very good, although Niki is getting old. I got him 12 years ago, along with his brother Arti. They both were not from a good nest and my dearest cat ever –Arti, named after Ayrton Senna- died when he was only 3 years old.

They do what they have to do; their job is to be selfish, pretend, behave, be lazy, be arrogant, well, just BE a cat.

I like the way they “think”; just seeing us as a feeding-machine while their job is to sleep, eat and sh.. and try to destroy the couch.

That is the reason I try to believe in reincarnation, I think you all can guess what I want to be in my next life….

One year ago at this time I was (probably) enjoying the morphine. I know it is not something to make jokes about (Thanks Mike), but I see it all positive now.

And one thing I must say, is that I didn’t have any pain in those 11 days.

Well, back to the present again, the summer mail is past, so not many complains, only to wait with patience is still very difficult in some cases.

Please know this is a service about safety, trust, quality and all, but not about being FAST!

About being fast, and here I go again, the Bush-government has now also found out that the americam economy is in a deep crisis, it took them about 6 years…

One week ago I heared John Mccain tell that there were no problems, although here in Europe we already know it for years.

I hope for all my American friends that in about 40 days Obama can start to clean up the “Bush-(Alan Greenspan)-Mess”.

For me personaly it would not make sense when McCain would be elected as president and can go on the way Bush did.

Because I experience that still many people are very lonely with their illness or mental problems.

Those people I always try to help as much as I can, but my (mental and fisical) energy is also limited, so I always advice them to look for help.

They can find it on the medical-page or this new page:

http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/RXMMJPatientCaregivers/

Please know that nobody is –or should be- alone in this internet-World!

I have to ask some of my friends to write their address and order in a more clear way in their envelopes.

Sometimes we get an envelope with just a first name or only an e-mailaddress.

I am sorry, but we will not process those envelope/orders until we get an e-mail from that person. (Slower and extra work).

Have a good weekend you all, and I will write here next Thursday, before my few days off, (only me and the e-mail: orders just are processed as normal).

Stay well and take care,

René.

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September 19^TH, 2008

Well my dear friends, you see I am also just a normal average human who just writes his humble personal opinion on this place.

Two days after I wrote last weeks post about the optimistic economy in the United States, Wall Street had its worst day since September 11^th, 2001.

It just shows this is a place where I write about my thoughts on that day (how right or wrong is up to you all), about how I feel, what I did, and all kind of personal things.

But also it shows that you must not take the political opinions I write too serious.

Like I always blame Bush –just because in my opinion he is an idiot.

But ofcourse I also know the USA is totaly controlled by Dick Cheney and his very dangerous bureaucrates of the FBI, CIA, DEA and other of those agencies who are “Above The Law”.

So let me just empty my heart here and I am happy to hear many of you like reading my posts.

Today exactly one year ago I was laying in the back of an ambulance. Sirenes and lights on, traffic stopped by police to let us go through and the medics getting me ready for the E.R.

A day I will never forget.

But with the help of all those doctors who saved my life, all my friends and family who visited me every day while I was not even aware of that (and still can’t remember), I will be able to celebrate my second life in 2 weeks.

Many friends ask me how my healing-process is going.

Well, I am healed as much as possible, I mean there will be no more progress; I will not be like I was 13 months ago ever again, but I am doing very alright.

I was lucky to get a new chance, I took it and life is good. The most positive thing is that I didn’t have any depression the past year!

So I live different as you will understand, I get everything out of life and take life as a gift. So I live every day as it could be the last day, although I feel healthy enough for many more years.

So no need to worry about me anymore, but I thank all you for getting me through the past year, and especially the first months of my healing. All your e-mails made me stronger and feel better. There are simply no words to thank you for that!

I wish you all as usual a very good weekend, I wish you health and good luck.

Until next week, stay well and take good care of yourself and everybody near you,

René.

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September 12^TH, 2008

Hello again my dear friends, time for the weekly update.

Everything is going very well here, not much news here from Holland.

It seems the mail is getting much better because the last month I had only 2 envelopes intercepted. So lets hope it stays this way.

I suppose the American economy is already looking forward to the moment Bush leaves the White House through the backdoor as the worst president in history, because the dollar keeps going up, and that is good news for me and my American friends. Today it reached its highest point in the past year.

I hope one day it will be one to one again, because there are still people who think; the more dollars they send, the more money I make. Well, I am not going to explain that anymore.

Let me just say, that I hope the euro will go down: it doesn’t cost me anything, but it saves all you American and English friends a lot of money.

A few days ago I saw the documentary “Fahrenheit 9-11” from Michael Moore again. I realy keep my fingers crossed for november, all I hope is that the man who wins the elections is going to be the president.

I have sent the “Stopped-e-mail” only one time to someone who wanted proof that this business is for real. I realy have no idea what I should answer to that.

But it is good, because I can filter out the paranoid people who think negative about this service and probably everything else in the World.

One of the guys who sent me an e-mail which I posted here last week, asked me to remove it.

But his name or address is not there (and my friends know I would never do that anyway), and he is totally responsible for his own words.

Although he realy has no clue about anything, as he already started threatening again.

Please know that I realize that many of my friends are ill, I definitely always keep that in mind. But I asked that guy already a few times to get help because he is very sick. But he doesn’t seem to understand. I just wished there were people around him, who could help him.

I was thinking about posting on the messageboards, but I decided not to waste my time, and more importantly: my energy. Most forums give everybody the chance to say what they want and that is alright.

The only one who deletes and edits his forums is Online pot; that is why I warn everybody for that place.

I think I already told that THIS is my place to reply, so I don’t have to go hang around the whole internet.

So the people who are interested can read my opinion here, because most of those people who post don’t even know anything about this service.

And also I don’t have any reason to defend myself.

Autumn has realy started here, I hope you all will enjoy the beautiful colours of the trees.

I wish you all a very good weekend in good health, this time especially to my dear Mike and KC, please stay strong and keep on fighting, I am always here for you.

I hope everybody wants to pray for you both.

Stay well and take care,

René.

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September 7^TH, 2008

About 8 hours after putting the last post here, I just have to add a bit more my dear friends.

I already received 4 e-mails from friends who were worried about me that people who send me those bad e-mails could make me feel depressed.

But I have to tell you that my life is going better than in years. I accept how my body and brain are and almost all of you accept that too, so no problem at all.

I realize there will always be people on the internet who can’t figure out if somebody is alright or not. So they visit places like OnlinePot and hear all kind of bad things about me. And people who can not think for themselves believe those negative talks. And where do they find the time to be on those places the whole day?

All the issues I have had in the past 10 years have been solved and are always ended by excuses from the person who wrote the bad e-mail.

The one who started making a big problem out of a small issue, is still OnlinePot, so I will also give him some more attention. Here is a messageboard where Chris started a thread about me; his mission from God:

http://boards.marihemp.com/boards/thd22x175113.shtml

When you all read it, you can make up your mind about Chris and ask yourself WHO is in a full mental breakdown.

I also will never understand that people like him never answer e-mails, while he blames me for doing that.

When I read an answer to one of his many many posts I realize Chris is at the end of his “carriere”:

Well it has been years since anyone in the mom community has had a ounce of respect for OLP.
It was CR himself who banned olp from this very message board where chris continues to spew his bullshit.
Chris you have peoples names and address and shit posted on your website kind of a hypocrite? Especially with all the controversy over wether or not those people really are scammers?(you should change the name of your website to chris's wet dream) you do realize where rene ships from? what a crock of shit. your website is such a clusterf$%k i think its a reflection of the idiot behind it.

Please my dear friends; you have to know that I never hate anybody.

It is never my style and personality to hurt, insult or threat anybody, that is totaly not me.

But I learned a year ago that life can be over in a split second, and that you have to get out of your life what you can.

When the end is there, you have to be able to look back at your life and think: “I did good”.

It makes me so sad that there are people wasting time –and their lives- by trying to hurt other people.

I don’t hate those people, I even should feel pitty for them, but I decided to get harder on those people.

So my dear friends, thank you all for worrying about me, but there is realy no need.

In about 4 weeks I will celebrate my first birthday of my new life (October 3^RD). That was the day in 2007 I was out of the coma for 3 days and started to think normal again. I will be with my family a few days to celebrate that.

Well dear friends, that is enough for one week, but I thank you all again, stay well and take care,

René.

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September 6^TH, 2008

Hi again my very dear friends!

Lets start with some good news. The dollar seems to get stronger; as you may understand I have no benefit at all when the dollar is low, because the amount in euro’s stays the same.

But I realy am very happy for my American friends; because they can send less after converting the amount.

Below the links on the medical page, I have put very touching e-mails, just to let you see what kind of e-mails I am receiving every day.

But there is also another kind of e-mails I sometimes get.

Here are some parts of e-mails I also receive:

Hi rene, due to your email to me I have been forced to take my own action against you.
I have spent the last 2 hours searching through all of my emails and printed every single one of them off that was between me and you, I have also downloaded all your websites and details.

I have now 110% covered my arse and if anything about me is posted anywhere the games will begin and there will only be one winner and thats me.
You wouldnt stand a chance up in court with your record.

please give a livesign to let me know that the earnings of a week are away, this happens not often in the last years but who wants to playy with fire...

Forget the fucking lot, keep the bastard money and keep the fucking order, ive got better things to do that waste my time with a low life like you.  
My details get posted anywhere rene and you will be picked up by police I swear on my life you will. 

So ofcourse those e-mails I save because the e-mailaddresses are blacklisted.

But I also sometimes get e-mails (which I don’t save –I only block the e-mailaddress) from people asking the menu or who’s order is delayed which sound very sarcastic or sometimes even unfriendly.

A few days ago I was looking on the internet and I read on a page about their policy about e-mail contact. And they gave me the idea to make a standard e-mail which I will send to those people.

Although the decision came because of an e-mail from a ‘friend’ who already ordered for years and who wants me to play with fire (see above).

So people who get this e-mail from me have to forget about my service and I will not accept new orders from them anymore. If they decide to still send money it goes to our project in Africa.

“The Stopped e-mail”:

“Hello my friend,

Because your e-mail was written in a way we don't accept, your e-mail address is already blocked.

If it is about an order you paid for, we will solve it: you can try it again in a normal way.

If this was your first contact, we advice you to look for another place.

We reserve the right not to process any suspicious orders, or answer e-mails with content we don't tolerate.

WHEN YOU HAVE DOUBTS ABOUT THIS SERVICE BECAUSE OF SOME NEGATIVE TALKS: PLEASE DON'T WASTE YOUR AND MY TIME.

** THIS IS A TRUSTING SERVICE BETWEEN FRIENDS **“

I think I will send that e-mail maybe only 1 or 2 times a month, but I just want people who are new at this place to know about this.

Because sometimes even people ask the menu and start shouting about the prices. No problem, but when they come back after a while they are not welcome anymore because their e-mail goes in the spam-folder.

Please know that maybe one out of 300 e-mails is like the ones which don’t make me happy, so it’s no problem.

But my good friends; please don’t be scared to send me an e-mail when something went wrong with an order, or something else, because I will always be there to solve it. No problem at all, I am not just blacklisting without a real reason.

Normal people make mistakes and sometimes something goes wrong.

Some friends asked me if I had pictures of my cats, so I found these:

NIKI, LISA AND MAYA

And again it is time to wish you all a good weekend, stay well and take care,

René.

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August 30^TH 2008

Hello my dear friends.

Two weeks without political talks from me; that is what I am going to try writing this weekly update.

Not much news from this side, everybody is doing fine and business runs smoothly.

I just received an e-mail from an old friend. From the time my cats were still on the internet.

Every now and than friends ask me how they are, so I can tell you that all 3 are very fine.

Niki (12) is getting old, without teeth he is hanging in there and enjoying his time with sleeping, eating, well; the usual things cats are supposed to do. Lisa (9) is my sweetheart and even Aisha is sometimes jealous of her because Lisa is where I am all day. And the Benjamin Maya (7) is living her own life, she comes to me when she wants and enjoys when the door is open so she can go out.

I will try to write about them more often.

The medical page is quite ready for now; I don’t want it to be to confusing with too many links.

I looked at them all and I think the links have about everything; forums, comments, articles and many contacts with disabled people and doctors.

But I think most important is the information there is to find.

So the medical page is just a start, via the other links I hope you all will find answers to questions I can not answer, or answers you don’t get from your doctors.

Summer is getting to the end here in Holland, although I sometimes don’t realize that it started already months ago. Well, one more month we can have some nice days; I hope so.

I hope you all enjoyed the Olympics like I did, everything went good and we have to thank the sportsmen and women for that.

I wish you all a very good and healthy weekend and you will hear from me again soon,

Stay well and take care,

René.

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August 23^RD 2008

And here I am again my very dear friends.

Last monday and tuesday I decided to take 2 days without the computer.

You must know I like corresponding via e-mail, but sometimes I need to give my mind a bit rest.

365 Days a year we are open and sending out the orders and on its way e-mails, but because I answer all e-mails alone, I just have to skip a day or 2 every now and than, I am sure you understand.

I will always put it in big letters on top of this page when it happens. And it will always be for only a few days at most.

When something serious happens with me, I have someone to take that over, but for just a few days it shouldn’t be a problem I think.

It is clear that it is also summertime at the mail: sometimes very fast and sometimes very slow. I suppose it is because many of the regular people who work there are now on holiday and the “summer-workers” have a different way of working.

Well, patience is a good thing as always.

I don’t have any other bad news or complains this week, so everybody is happy and Bush can sleep in peace.

Enjoy your weekend and I wish you all the health you deserve, until later, stay well and take care,

René.

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August 16^TH, 2008

Hello my dear friends,

Everything is fine here, quite a crazy summer: sun, storm and much rain, the only thing we didn’t have yet is snow.

I hope summer in your countries is better and we here in Holland hope for a good “After-Summer.”

One first thing which wasn’t maybe clear: there are not more envelopes lost, it even goes better than a few months ago.

The only thing I tried to tell, is that some people who read forums the whole day try to get a free order by telling they sent me an envelope.

It was quite clear when one of them –when he received the order I sent for free to compensate his loss- asked for my address….

I am getting good comments about the new medic-page, thank you for that, and we are still working on it. My dear friend Mike is doing most of the work, I hope you already have seen his video on the YouTube link.

Last week I forgot to tell you that until today I received only ONE single e-mail from someone who tried to defend Chris OLP, and that was the guy who talked about Bush being the best person in the World. That is quite pathetic with 4 million visitors a month.

I sent OLP an e-mail a few days ago, because a friend found this post on one of his uncountable pages:

menu@dutchsecret.com    Rene Long Time In  
           Business Since 1999, A Well Respected, Safe,  
              Legit MOM,  Based In The Amsterdam Area.
http://www.dutchfreedom.com
                  And Rene's Website Link 

Its getting confusing for him I suppose (Serious Ripp-off AND Well respected legit MOM……on the same page)

I asked him to remove that positive post as soon as possible, because I prefer he posts negative about me when I read the e-mails about him.

I realy should put some people out of my head. But what is in my head sometimes has to come out on this place, I am very sorry for that.

I was totaly confused when I read this statement from Bush:

"We must remember that the best healthcare decisions are not made by government and insurance companies, but by patients and their doctors."
—President George W. Bush, State of the Union Address, January 23, 2007.

When I read all the e-mails from my ill and disabled friends in America I think you know why I don’t understand anything about that man anymore. So lets give it up with those people. (I hope I can).

The Olympic Games in China are going good, at least the sports –which is the most important ofcourse.

Because it is very sad to hear that the young girl which was singing “Ode to the Motherland” at the Opening Ceremony was lip-syncing (playbacking) for another girl, Yang Peiyi, which was not cute enough to show on television…..

Yang Peiyi (L) had the perfect voice, but Lin Miaoke had the perfect face

Also a big part of the fireworks; the big footsteps were not what 4 billion people were thinking they saw.

An animation-company worked for a year to make it look real.

O God: China….

I wish you all a very happy and healthy weekend, until next weekend, stay well and take care,

René.

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August 9^TH, 2008

Here I am again my dear friends, it is nice to hear many of you are regular readers of the things which come out of my head on this place.

And I am also in the “writing-mood” these days because I feel very good.

Although I have to live with the fact I am definitely not a Chippendale with this body. No, I don’t make it with the girls, walking on the beach in a string!

So here I go again; I heared Paris Hilton wants to go for ‘the White House’, well…. the “Brain” which is there now is about the same as hers, the only difference would be the color of the building: ‘the Pink House’.

Please know that I am a European, so here we rather see Obama as the new president; for the first time: ‘the Ebony House’.

Just in time when I was writing this, I got this link:

That should be more than enough already about politics I suppose, but I am afraid there is more to come.

A few of my ‘doubtful’ friends stopped ordering from me because of my opinion…. They were just one step ahead of me.

Here in Holland we have also our political problems; many people who are not satisfied which what they have… so the radical groups like the idiot I wrote about a few months ago, are getting bigger.

I think people who complain about their life in Holland should visit Africa or Asia to see how life is in a very big part of the World; they would be so ashamed of themselves.

Water just running out of a tap instead of get it out of the dirt on the street after rain, put on gas for cooking, instead of make a fire with wood you have to get out of the forrest sometimes hours away –if you even have something to cook, swich on a button to have light, get medical help when you get an accident, get or be able to buy medicines when one of your children gets sick, a bed to sleep in, a toilet.

Some are lucky, they have a house:

I finaly spent 2 hours to visit some messageboards, and as I already thought that was more than enough for the coming years.

It seems Chris OLP gets more negative comments than me, so I am very happy he is not supporting me anymore. (no money, no honey!)

All he has to do to solve our issue is remove my full name from his list; because that is low, even for an “ego-place” like his.

But ofcourse he has a lot of power with his 4 million visitors a month……… sorry, but putting my name there makes me angry, which is not my style.

And it makes me sad that an old friend can do what he does.

I didn’t post anything back on those messageboards, I can defend myself here on this place.

I suppose he did or does good things for people who are looking for help or info, but that is also why I started the new page: there are many more better neutral places, who don’t advertise everything for money.

His answer will be that I also do this for the money, but at least I send something instead of selling “4.000.000-hits-advertise-air-bubbles”.

And many of you know that most of my money goes to the orphans in Uganda and Thailand; all my friends help about 150 children have a healthy dinner every day, and we pay medicines and school fees.

And I must say I can not do it only because of this service; without my family I would not even be able to visit the projects sometimes.

Ofcourse it is alright to put my webpages at OLP, because there are still people who think a dollar is the same as a euro. Indeed it was 8 years ago, before mister Bush took office. But his wars have to be financed and the dollar is about half of what it was worth 8 years ago. The same as the pound. Personaly I liked Tony Blair, but he chose the wrong friend.

These are just 2 graphics. But enough about that now; I am sorry that I have to buy everything with the very expensive euro’s here in Holland.

Nothing to do about it, just when it is too expensive, look for another shop.

Also there are a few people who think I am very desperate to lose customers and now try to get free orders by pretending their envelope to me is lost……

Well my dear friends, I will do my best to get as much info on the new webpage, for very personal problems you can always send your question to me. I have a very good friend who knows much more about the medical things than me.

We will all be enjoying the Olympic Games now, a great happening where all the countries of the World will be together in friendship.

I hope everything will go fine, ofcourse I could comment about the Tibet-issue, but lets enjoy the sports; because that is what the Olympics are about.

I only have to warn people who go there –I can write this safe here because these pages are ofcourse not accessable in China- please be careful with what you eat; it is good food but you never know if it is still alive, or starting to live again.

Enjoy your weekend dear friends, until later, stay well and take care,

René.

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August 1^ST, 2008

And hello again my dear friends.

Ofcourse first of all, I hope you are all well.

Last week the weather here was so good, that we decided to go sailing, I hope everybody read it on the place.

I uploaded my last post about the thunderstorms and a day later it was very warm again. One of my friends wrote the right word for it: “Jumpy Weather”.

The sailing was a very relaxing time, after the hospital-visits; in the sun and on (and in) the water.

It was strange, because I could access the internet, receive e-mails and update my webpages, but I couldn’t send e-mail, so some of you got their reply 1 or 2 days later.

At least now I know that I can always keep you all informed on this place when I am away for a day or 2.

And the orders (and on its way e-mails) were processed and sent even when I was not there, so my mind is rested that things go on if something happens with me.

I got he results of the examinations.

Indeed my health and condition (energy) are not good, it might still get better, but I have to accept I have an older body than my 49 years….

There is still too much scar-tissue inside that bothers the doctors (and me), but they are not going to operate.

And life is quite good with the medicines I now have.

One thing I want to tell here again is, that I stop(ped) with people who take too much time with all kind of problems.

So their e-mail addresses are blocked and I tell them I don’t take new orders from them, that should be respected.

I only tell them, when they try again under another name and e-mailaddress, their addresses are also blocked! You all know my files with addresses are safe on a different computer, but those blocked addresses are not.

So Karadzic is here in Holland now, a friend of me who works at the UN-prison in Scheveningen (a part of The Hague), told me already he has the same place as Milosovic: a 5 stars-hotel-room with unlimited telephone, internet, private doctors, all the food he wants and everything else. But the most important thing he doesn’t have anymore: Freedom! And personally I liked to see he looked like an old man.

My late father used to wotk for an insurance-company, which had head-office in the same building as what is now the International-War-Tribunal in The Hague. I have been there many times.

I know they ofcourse changed a lot, but when you see the front door, you go in and on the left there is a very special Oval Room with Echo, made of green marble, I am sure it is still there. So you now know a bit what is inside of a building you only see from the outside. The court-rooms are underground.

Well my dear friends, with you all accepting how I am, and with the help of my very good friends, and the fact that you also accept I am not the fastest person in the World, I will be here for many more years.

I wish you a very Happy Weekend, stay healthy and be nice to everybody around you, until next week, take care,

René.

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July 28^TH, 2008

Hello my dear friends,

I hope you all enjoyed your weekend. Here in Holland we have a real dutch summer: a few days sunny and hot, and after that a few days to cool off with rain and thunderstorms.

I have had the examinations last week, but no results yet. I remember from last time; the longer it takes the better. If there is something wrong they would have told me already.

I think I have 3 things this week, the first is about the “Airsure”-mail. In the last month we have 2 envelopes missing from them, they pay back a sort of compensation, but still it shows that the mail stays the weakest link.

Secondly, and I know I should not even write about these things, but I just like to share things with you and it helps me getting it off my head.

I hope you understand.

I received a few more e-mails from the person I wrote about last week (I will not talk about braindamage, but it gets close).

Well , I know enough; that person ofcourse agreed totaly with Chris, so I wish them both strength; online-p.. is the only place blacklisting me, so he stands totaly alone and I suppose he doesn’t want to lose his face.

My way would be that we just solve whatever I did to him.

The only thing I want to say again, is that Chris helped me with more friends and made me decide to do things different.

Also some of my friends asked me to post their e-mails to me on this place to convince new friends that my service is legit and that I am realy helping them.

In some cases even more that their doctor; just personal help trying to give some advise and know they have someone to talk to when they are down, even someone they never met and lives on the other side of the World.

I decided not to post those very personal messages.

First of all, because as it says already on top of this newspage, I don’t want to convince people who doubt about me, secondly, those kind of people will probably think I write those e-mails myself.

I just do my very best to be there for my already good friends, and for new friends who are not too paranoid to think the whole internet is fake.

One last thing, before we all start this hopefully very good week.

Most of you know I sometimes reply to your e-mails with standard answers.

I am very sorry for that, because I always want to answer every e-mail I receive. But my 2 fingers typing way doesn’t help much, so that is why sometimes you will get an e-mail you already read before.

So please see some of my answers just as a confirmation that I received and read your e-mail.

Ofcourse for my friends who need personal help; I will always be there.

Stay well dear friends, and take care,

René.

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July 22^ND , 2008

Hello again my very dear friends, as always I hope you are doing great all over The World, as I am doing also.

Yesterday the World became a little better with the capturing of Radovan Karadzic. One negative thing is that he will stay about 10 minutes from where I live when they take him to Holland. But lets just hope he will end the same way as Milosovich.

Later this week they start to checkup my inside, a CT Scan and all kind of other things. I (and ofcourse you) will hear the results some time next week.

But don’t worry; I feel that everything is good, it takes long and will even take much longer.

Although when I think of the situation 11 months ago when my family was already planning a funeral, I feel great!

I want to thank you all for the nice comments on what I write here, also people who think different than me, but that is great, because the World would be quite boring when we all think the same.

Only one comment I want to share with you all, I am sorry I didn’t save the e-mail, because it realy made my day.

So I hope that person wants to e-mail me again, I promise that I will put it on this place.

He or she is not a customer of me, but probably just visited this news-page.

To make the story short, this was a bit what that person wrote:

“This time you realy went too far and I have to take action against you.

George Bush is my elected president and you can not talk about him as you do.

You should just do your job and never talk about the things what happens in the World, especially about our president, so keep your comments for yourself!

And it is a big sherade to call people you don’t know ”good friends’.”

Well, after a good laugh I answered that what I wrote about Bush was very friendly, because I can not write on the internet what I realy think about him. But people who read my personal webpage know I have quite the same feeling about our own dutch prime-minister.

Here in Holland we talked, when the dutch prime-minister Balkenende visited and had breakfast with Bush, that Bush’s wish came true: Bush always wanted a soft egg for breakfast.

So I wished that person much strength -what I am sure he or she will need- with the “two-times-not-elected” mister Bush, and I just go on writing my PERSONAL opinion on this place. America and Holland is not yet the same as a country like Iran, but when more people think like that person, it sure will go that way.

Well my dear friends, I will try to control my feelings and also my comments, but most of you know I just like to write those things so you get to know me a bit more, and please see the humor in it.

And please never think I only comment on other people, when I was writing my weekly column in the dutch newspaper, I definately was not very kind about myself either; I always liked to comment about myself.

I wish you all a good week, until the next time my dear friends, I don’t get much complains anymore, so the new way of working and the mail are working quite alright.

Stay healthy and well, take care,

René.

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July 15^TH , 2008

And here I am again my dear friends, still about every week.

Because the weather here is better, I will try enjoy the summer and maybe even go sailing a few days in the north of Holland.

I also have to be in the hospital for a checkup next week, the inside scars are still hurting sometimes, nothing to worry about, but they just want to be sure everything is going alright.

Don’t worry when I am sailing or being “scanned”: processing orders and sending goes on as normal. I only may not answer e-mail for a day or 2 sometimes.

Or maybe I don’t write here for longer than a week.

It is better to use my time looking after my health, helping my good friends, running this service and take some rest now and than, than to write here about the weather…..

Or about people who like to harm my service, like I did last week. (although the extra attention is quite welcome; most people look right through those posts).

I have been warned for that guy, but I just keep thinking nobody should ever try to hurt other people when you are on a mission …

And besides that; I don’t have the time and energy to write posts 24 hours a day. I also don’t need to use 3 different addresses in Florida to try to feel safe; I only use ONE: my own home-address!

Although I thank my friends who tried; please don’t waste your time trying to e-mail or explain him, because that is useless.

I already want to wish Nelson Mandela a Very Happy and Healthy 90^TH birthday. May “The Man” Madiba have many more years to go!

NELSON * MADIBA * MANDELA * 90 !!!

Nice to hear Bush took the Nobel-Prize-winner off the “U.S.-Terrorists-List”.

Maybe one day Bush will also wake up in the 21^ST century and put his own name on that list. About 8 years too late I think.

But please know what I write here is my humble personal opinion, it is always alright when you don’t agree with me, this is after all freedom of speech in a Democratic World. (I wonder from which person I hear that all the time….)

The private messageboard is now deleted, also because I found out there were people posting who were not a member; there realy seem to be people with too much time in this World! And I felt it was also not safe because you never know who those people are.

Alright my dear friends, enough for now and you will hear from me again soon.

Everything is very relaxing and fine here, and ofcourse I hope the same for you all also.

Please take good care of yourself and all the people around you, stay well,

René.

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July 8^TH , 2008

Hello all my very dear friends,

First of all I hope my American friends enjoyed their Independence Day, I am sorry I forgot that last week.

Everything is realy good, my health is good and my mind is getting the rest it needs.

Although the opinion of old friend Chris from some “pot-page” ( olpwebs@yahoo.com ) is still that I am in a full mental breakdown.

Well, that is freedom of speech.

I only warn people who advertise on his website. In the start he writes very friendly e-mails like this:

High Ho Rene;
I hope this email finds you & yours doing great! :)
Its been over 6 months now, For your ad payment on the MOM Page.
& Since you were so generous last time on your ad payment,
This time I will add your link on "another 3 pages" besides just
the MOM Page

Better don’t stop advertising at his place (paying him), because you see what he can do: “severe warning”, “ripp-off” and he deletes all positive posts from his forum: talking about freedom of speech…..

He has 2 “trustable MOMS”, but his boycott- and blacklist is endless.

I get e-mails from friends that the new way of working goes much faster, but in a few cases also that it is slower. So it just depends on when the envelopes are sent out, it is not the same day every time, so there is not much to do about that.

About last week; the laws are now changed, so no more smoking in coffeeshops either. And the problem my suppliers told me is, that it is also not allowed to smoke cannabis outside. That was new for me, all I have seen were empty coffeeshops last week when I visited Amsterdam, but outside sometimes you see more joints than Marlboro’s.

But don’t worry; the coffeeshops will not disappear, there will always be people who figure something out, maybe something like a “greenhouse” or something like that.

We were already not too proud of our pro-Bush government, so the majority of the Dutch people are looking forward to the new elections. So we can go living in the 21^ST century again.

In a few days I will close the private messageboard, I am realy sorry but there is already plenty of talking about my service on the internet and I don’t want it to get out of control. Also some forums are not very “neutral” and I don’t want to be blamed for that also.

New friends are ofcourse still welcome, but I don’t want this service to get too big. I think a “low-profile” always worked best all these years.

That was all for this week my dear friends, I hope you are all enjoying the summer, and I thank you for all the positive e-mails about your trust in me.

That is why I do this in the second place. In the first place I will always do this to help friends to get these natural medicines to help them get their life a bit better.

I hope you are all well, greetings from your friend in Holland, stay well and take care,

René.

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July 1^ST , 2008

Hello my very dear friends.

All is well here, I am doing very good; still getting used to the new way of working; but it’s getting better every day.

It gives me much more rest in my head and indeed one of my friends said it right: “It is better to be there for all your true friends than waste time with thinking about a few people who like to complain behind your back”.

Ofcourse I hear there are some negative posts going around; I can not deny that. Although I never read them myself.

All I can say is that I didn’t change, I am still the same as in the past 9 years, only older and a bit weaker. So problems with the mail should not be blamed on me; I send out an order for every envelope arriving here. And that is it.

(New) friends who doubt about this service because of those posts are free to look for another place. In fact I would even prefer that.

Sorry, if my friends from London went to Wembley for the birthday-concert for Nelson Mandela last friday.

The impressive concert was in Hyde Park; I still have Wembley in my head for those kind of concerts.

The “Father” of the whole World was also there; it was realy an emotional moment to see the fragile Mandela on the stage.

But nobody on this Planet will even come close to what Madiba achieved in his life.

I realy hope somebody in Africa got Mandela’s message: “It is in your hands now. I thank you.”

46664

NELSON MANDELA

One last update about Holland.

Maybe you have read or heared already, that, starting today, here in Holland it is not allowed to smoke in bars and restaurants anymore.

Now that is not much news, because it is already in many countries like that.

As you all very well know, Holland is famous because of it’s coffeeshops. So what to do about that?

Well, the dutch shouldn’t be the dutch if they found something out.

In this new law it says “smoking tobacco”, so they “forgot” to talk about cannabis.

Now people here are used to make joints of cannabis mixed with tobacco, so new (less stronger) kinds of weed are already sold and people just smoke a pure cannabis joint with out breaking the law….. Ofcourse the authorities woke up so I will keep you informed.

It is already almost impossible to explain to people who don’t live in Holland about the cannabis-laws, most people living in Holland don’t even understand.

Coffeeshops are allowed to sell maximum 5 grams of cannabis per person (18+), and the shops are allowed to have a maximum stock, I am not sure but I think it is a few kilo’s.

But because the growing of cannabis in larger amounts is illegal, the coffeeshops are not allowed to buy larger amounts.

Does anyone understand it? Well, you are not the only one.

I hope you are all enjoying the summer –sorry for my Australian friends- here in Holland we can not complain about the weather.

Enjoyed the football, I congratulate Spain and have respect for the good way Germany welcomed their heroes back. For me, that is how sport should always be.

Stay well dear friends, and be friendly to eachother, take care,

René.

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June 25^TH , 2008

Well my dear friends, writing here once a week still.

I hope you are doing all well, here we are all doing very good.

Ofcourse a bit disappointed in the dutch footballteam, but we have to admit the Russians were much stronger.

First of all, something went wrong with the e-mails which were sent to me on Monday-evening june 23^rd, so please contact me again if you didn’t get a reply.

I want to ask my new friends to write their addresses clearly in the envelope, because sometimes it is difficult to find out and when there is no e-mail address also, I can’t help it when something goes wrong.

Also on your envelope to me the address has to be written clearly; sometimes I am surprised an envelope made it here.

Everything goes good the new way how I run this service now, most of the times it goes much faster as I tell you in the e-mails.

So not much changes anymore, lets hope we can keep doing it this way for a long time to come.

I look forward to the concert for Nelson Mandela this friday at Wembley.

He is my great hero, on july 18^th he will be –God willing- celebrate his 90^th birthday, what a man!!!

I hope the dutch government is going to do something good in Zimbabwe.

Now the opponent of the ”paria” Mugabe is in the dutch embassy for his safety, the dutch can maybe do something.

Because as usual the United Nations is looking at it and doing totaly nothing (like in Irak, Afganistan, Sudan, Rwanda, well; an endless list).

I am thinking about closing the private messageboard.

I must say I have had it with those forums and messageboards. Its oké when people give their opinions, but I just do my best with running this service between friends and when people have a problem with or about me, they can contact me themselves instead of writing ‘behind my back’.

I wish you all well my dear friends, until the next time, enjoy the summer.

Stay well and stay safe, take care,

René.

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June 18^TH , 2008

Hello my very dear friends, it seems I can not be quiet at the moment, but I will try to get used to posting here only 2 times a month.

But I want to let you all know that I am very happy the way this service is now running.

2 Friends worried about me and the changes, but everything here is very fine.

It makes me much more relaxed and it turned out that it goes even faster than when I was doing this alone.

And it makes this service also a lot safer; nothing is done in my home anymore, only the envelopes arrive here. The rest is all done at other places, and I can tell you it already runs very smoothly.

I don’t want to make this service too big ofcourse, so I stop with the people doubting about my service because of some negative talks.

So I can spend my time better for the people with a positive way of thinking.

New friends are always welcome, as long as they trust me and I can trust them.

E-mails from people who don’t realy believe this is a trusting service between friends are being marked as spam. So they can not contact me anymore, even when they found out the truth.

I do this service for 9 years with my home address; do you think I would ever bring my girlfriend and me into trouble?

So I am going to have much more time for a good communication with you all, thank you again for all the kind e-mails.

Be well my friends, we here in Holland are enjoying the dutch footballteam ,sorry for my French friends.

I wish you good health, stay well and take care,

René. 

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June 14^TH , 2008

Hi already again my very dear friends, after this post I will keep a bit more quiet .

First of all, I will write here only about 2 times per month from now on.

There will always be someone else to take this service over when something goes wrong with me, so business goes on 365 days a year. A little slower, but most of you were already used to that when I still did this alone.....

Everything here is great, I feel good and because I changed a lot of things and with the help of my friends I can realy focus on my health.

There is a lot of talking on all kind of forums about my service, so I am overwelmed with e-mails; many positive and supporting which helps me a lot.

Ofcourse a few people who asked for a free sample, or people who told the prices are too high.

I am very sorry, but I go on as I always did, safe packing, good quality, service and trust.

(So those e-mails are blocked, because many times those people come back because they can’t find another place with this kind of products and service.)

Ofcourse I understand the prices in dollars and pounds are very high, but when you go into a shop which you think is too expensive, you just don't buy there.

So my life is very good now, I am not changed, the only mistake was that I closed this service for 1 month to think about my own health, my deepest excuses for that.

And I am very happy to hear that so many friends are helped with my service, I will continue that as long as I live or am able to and it makes me proud to read the e-mails.

Until the next time my very dear friends, be sure I will be here for a long time to come and next year I will celebrate the 10th aniversary of this service.

I have already great plans to do something special for my long-term friends.

Please all stay healthy and friendly, take care,

René.

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June 10^TH , 2008

Hello my very dear friends, well, tomorrow I have an appointment with my doctor, because I am quite in a depression again.

About the prices; 5 years ago 100 dollars was 110 euro’s, now 100 dollars is 60 euro’s. 100 Pounds was 150 euro’s and is now 110 euro’s.

The prices in Euro’s stayed the same, so I see no other way, I am sorry, but that is just how it is.

But I also have good news: I have now 5 people who can take over my complete service for when I am in a depression or when something happens with me.

This will give me more rest in my head and I can concentrate more on getting more healthy.

So from now on this service –if all goes well- will be open 365 days a year!

So don’t worry; the business goes on as normal and all orders go out also as normal.

Thank you again for all your support my dear friends, I realize that there are so many people caring about me.

Stay well and take care,

René.

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June 6^TH , 2008

And hello again my very dear friends.

This first week was a very stressing week for me, I finaly solved it with 3 people who didn’t get that I was on holiday, but they seem to have the time to post negative on some webpages.

Well, I know most of you know how I am, so its not a big problem.

Thankfuly all your very kind e-mails help me a lot. I have to realise that with the many friends I have, sometimes something can go wrong. Normaly with good communication everything is solved, but one guy doesn’t seem to be able to communicate.

I will keep you all informed, sorry I am still slow with everything, but the service is running as normal.

I wish you all a very good weekend dear friends, stay well and take care,

René.

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June 4^TH , 2008

And a new start it is my dear friends, I am very happy with all the kind e-mails again, it will take a few more days to answer them all, ofcourse problems are being solved also as you know me.

My doctors told me that I will probably never be the old René anymore and that I have to be careful with what I do and take life more easy. I have to realize my depressions in the past and the situation of last year damaged more than I want to know.

The good news is, that I don’t feel depressed anymore; I am accepting the whole situation and will follow the advices of the medics.

So I now am arranging a few very trustable friends to help me because of my health.

I will always keep doing the e-mails and corresponding, and I will always be responsible for this service for as long as I live.

So not much will change; only orders will not be sent the same day of arrival; envelopes will be sent 1 or 2 times every week. Also e-mails will be answered within 1 and 3 days.

Ofcourse I will keep accepting orders from all countries in The World, but people who want to pay in other currencies than EURO’S must know that they pay more than the people who pay in Euro’s.

To be sure, you can always ask me the menu; the prices in Euro’s stay the same.

As you all know sometimes an order doesn’t arrive or an envelope doesn’t get to me.

Those issues are always solved and I even sometimes I sent out an order without receiving the envelope.

It is all about how the corresponding goes; in 9 years I think I know how people are from their e-mails and I think I make the right decision most of the times.

Well my dear friends, I am very happy to be back home, we will all be in touch again soon and I thank you all for being there for me again.

I will write again here next week, most of you already got their on its way-e-mails and in the coming days I will answer everything again, stay well dear friends, and take care,

René.

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April 30^TH , 2008

Just one more message on this last day of april my dear friends; “Queens-Day” here in Holland.

I managed to get all orders ready today. So everybody who got an on its way e-mail know knows it is in the mail. Please know we have had a lot of holidays here, also today and tomorrow the mail is not going, but at least you don’t have to wait until june.

I am signing off for a month now, I will start preparing everything the last 2 days of may and I will be back to answer e-mails the first of june.

Thank you all again, stay well and take care,

René.

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April 28^TH , 2008

Two days to go my dear friends.

I think most orders are going out before the holiday, only a few bigger orders will have to wait.

At the moment I am a bit short in e-mails, but I hope you all understand that the time I spent with answering e-mails, goes off the time I need to make the orders and envelopes.

Most of you will get their order(s) when I am on holiday, you can all count on thet.

This is my last message, the next time I write here will be in the first days of june.

I hope you can all wait with e-mails until the first days of june, I think you know already that orders which arrive in may will be sent also the first days of june.

So my dear friends, I want to wish you a very good and healthy month of may, enjoy the spring-time and please take good care of yourself and everybody around you.

Thank you all so very much for being there for me and I will be there for you all again in june, take care,

René.

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April 23^TH , 2008

A little earlier as planned my very dear friends, but I hope you will read this all soon.

The last week was already very busy here, I expected that as I told here.

But today the “striking” mail had a present for me which I didn’t expect: a bag full of envelopes….

Now you will understand that I love to be popular, but this is a bit too much as you can imagine.

I still have orders waiting to be sent for friends who already got the on its way e-mail last weekend, so I have to start excusing already, but I want to keep it in control, so I don’t start my holiday totally stressed.

So I decided to process all envelopes which arrived here until today; you will all get an on its way e-mail today (wednesday) but you have to know that your orders will take a while before they are sent.

Don’t worry; all you who get or got the on its way e-mail can be sure that your orders are sent before I go on holiday.

I also will try my best to answer the many many e-mails as soon as possible, please be patient with me.

In between processing the orders and answering e-mails, I will try to solve any problems with lost orders also before my break.

But you feel it already coming: envelopes arriving after this bunch are going to wait until I am back, I am realy very sorry for that, but I now have already work for more than a week.

I will start working at the end of may again and all orders waiting will be sent the first days of june.

Some friends were scared that I would stop taking orders from the US or the UK, but please know that I will keep taking orders from all over The World.

I have already some very kind friends from the US and the UK who are paying in Euro’s, so I will give everything a good thought in my holiday. (About the low dollar and pound).

So again; if you get or got an on its way e-mail, your order is or will be sent within the coming week.

If you didn’t get an on its way e-mail before this thursday, you will hear from me after my holiday. I am very sorry, but my body and mind are still limited.

Friends who didn’t include their e-mail address in their envelope; please just wait for your order and don’t e-mail me if your envelope has arrived.

So I now hope I explained this ‘not-so-good-news’-issue enough my dear friends, I will write here one more time next week.

I thank you all again for your patience and accepting how I am, you are a great support for me!

I wish you all already a good holiday weekend. I am not sure in which countries it is celebrated, but here we have a holiday on sunday and monday and we have our dutch “Queens-Day” on wednesday.

Until next week dear friends, I am going to work very hard to make you also will have a good month of may!

Stay well and take care,

René.

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April 18^TH , 2008

Hello my very dear friends.

This week I want to start by thanking you all for your support, kind e-mails and kind letters in the last 6 months.

I am now back from the hospital 6 months, but I can’t imagine what I already achieved in that short time!

I didn’t have any depression and I am realy very happy with that. Ofcourse I sometimes have a ‘not-so-good-day” when something doesn’t go as I want, or I get an e-mail from someone who accuses me of stealing, but that only happens very rarely and I try to forget those people as soon as possible.

But after almost being dead 7 months ago, my life looks very good now, getting older ofcourse (50 in 14 months), but happy and looking forward very much to my free month, to give my body and mind rest.

I already expected it to be busy these days with my ‘humble’ service, but I have everything quite under control; orders go out mostly within 2, 3 or 4 days.

Ofcourse all envelopes arriving here until april 30 will be send out also within 2 or 3 days.

Two not-so-nice things:

The mail-people here in Europe are trying to get more money, in Germany they were already on strike and next wednesday the mail in my part of Holland will also strike. Not realy good timing for us, but that is how it is.

Also, but I think most of you already saw it coming; the prices are changing in june.

The prices in Euro’s will stay the same, but Pounds and Dollars will rise or even I will stop accepting those currencies and only accept Euro’s. I will give it a good thought in my holiday.

Before my holiday I will write here probably 2 more times, not about the changes, because that has to wait until june, but I just want to keep you posted about how everything goes with me and the orders.

So I thank you again for all the support my dear friends, without you all (and ofcourse Aisha) I would never be how I am now, although the month of may will be just in time…., stay well and take care,

René.

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April 11^TH , 2008

And here I am again on Friday my dear friends.

Just 19 more days before my break, so for you who want to order before my holiday; the coming days will be the best time.

I will send all orders which arrive here until april 30^th, but it would be better to not let it come to the last days with the unreliable mail.

Ofcourse, before I forget it, all envelopes which arrive here when I have my holiday will be sent the first days in june.

A few friends understood that I wanted to send trackable mail, but please know that I will never do that.

Well my dear friends, not much news, I am doing very good, I will all miss you very much in may, but you understand I am also looking forward to empty my head and give my body the rest it deserves.

I wish you all a very good weekend, until next week, please stay well, and take good care of yourself and the people next to you,

René.

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April 4^TH , 2008

Hello again my dear friends, time for the weekly update.

We have a few changes coming, but I will wait with it until after my holiday; I may have done a bit too much lately, so we have to wait 2 more months. (It seems that the prices in dollars and pounds are going up, as much as I hate it, but the problem is that I buy everything with euro’s.)

For my friends in the UK there is good news; to avoid the Royal Mail there is another way for sending envelopes. It is called “airsure”. It is a bit more expensive (around 5 pounds), but you can track it on the internet and I don’t have to sign for it. Some of my friends used it already and it works fine, just please make sure no signature is required.

A few friends have already noticed that I don’t do mail every day. Because I still have difficulties with my concentration, I can’t do much different things in one day. That is why mostly the orders go out on wednesday and Saturday. So the other days I work on the packing, buying, preparing and the e-mails.

I think you all will understand it.

One more thing my dear friends, when I write here about politics or other things like that, please know that it is just my humble opinion; ofcourse you don’t have to agree with me. I didn’t have complains yet, but I just wanted you to know.

Until next weekend my dear friends, stay well and take care!

René.

And I thank you for the “Thank you”- cards I receive, here are a few of them:

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March 29^TH , 2008

And hello to you all again my very dear friends,

One more month and I will take my –hopefuly deserved- one month off.

Don’t worry; I am prepared to get a bit more mail, but I can handle it as the idea of a holiday makes me feel good.

In the last 5 ½ months I asked a little bit too much from my body, and the doctors told me if I would go on like this the healing could take much longer. So that month will do me realy good.

I have medical friends already and also an idea to compensate for the high euro. But that will all start after may. You will ofcourse read everything about it on this place.

The mail is still terrible, I ordered some things from the US and I am also waiting for it already 3 weeks, I have no idea what the problem is.

For the English mail we also may have found a solution, I will keep you posted about that.

So everything goes good here, and I look forward to everything again, I will end now with some “global” dutch news and my opinion about it.

The last weeks we didn’t hear much about the Natalee Holloway-case.

To make it short, it shows how lazy justice in Holland and Aruba is, the Joran van der S. idiot is still free (hiding) and now they are investigating on Peter R. de Vries if he got the tapes in a legal way.

Holland is getting worse with our ’much honoured’ prime minister Balkenende; he is realy competing with Bush for the ‘joker-price’.

As you may know another guy, who thinks Holland is too full (although without him it would be already much better) presented his anti-islam-movie.

Geert Wilders is just a very lonely politician, who likes a lot of attention.

Although there is a lot of talking about him, he is not worth one second.

I looked his movie yesterday, for the people who are interested, you can find it here:

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=ll_5f2_1206641161

The movie is called ‘Fitna’, just a college-student piece of pasting old things together and call it a movie.

Although our dear Balkenende is still very afraid of the reactions in the world, I think even most moslims will think it is too pathetic for words.

So I wish you all a safe and good weekend, until the next week, please stay well and take care,

René.

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March 20^TH , 2008

Hello my dear friends,

A strange time to write this week, but because of the holiday-weekend coming and because some of my friends were a little worried about me, I want to tell you all that I am very fine.

I took a good rest last sunday and the coming weekend I will do that again.

So I will not write here until the weekend of march 29^TH, but I want you all to know that all orders are going out as normal, just a little delayed and answering e-mails can take a day longer.

I want to wish you all a VERY HAPPY EASTER HOLIDAY, please enjoy and keep on taking good care of yourself and all the people you love, stay well,

René.

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March 15^TH , 2008

Time flies my dear friends, another week is past.

A very busy week, and I have to tell you honestly that I am very tired. So I am a little behind with things, this sunday I will take a good rest and monday I will be back as normal. Don’t worry; I don’t feel depressed, just tired

So everybody who got an on its way e-mail the last 3 days: please know that your order will be in the mail this monday-evening instead of what I wrote in the e-mail, sorry for that.

I hope you will all understand the next problem: because the euro is going up against the dollar and pound, the prices are not honest anymore for people paying in euro’s. Some friends were even thinking of changing their euro’s into dollars and send that to me. So I would have to change the dollars again, ofcourse too idiot for words!

So I am going to think about something to solve that; I wouldn’t like to make the prices higher again, but you know that I buy everything with the expensive euro’s.

So its another 6 weeks before my month off, all orders arriving until april 30^TH will ofcourse be sent as normal. I don’t yet have plans for going away, because I still don’t feel that strong. But just being free, reading books, listen music and leave the computers will already be good for my body.

Until now I have contact with 2 doctors; they are already great friends because they take their busy time to think about helping us. But their time is very limited, so it may be too much too ask them to spend a lot of time in this. We are trying to figure out a way; I ofcourse will let you all know.

One last thing; I still have to ask many friends to write their name in the e-mails; just the full name you used for the order is enough for me to look things up, and a reminder of what it is about. Even when you e-mailed me the day before; my memory is still not realy working….

Well my dear friends, that was it for this week, I wish you all well. Until later, take care,

René.

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March 8^TH , 2008

Saturday again my dear friends, and hello to you all!

This week it will be almost only about the mail, because first I have to tell that the bad weed which is being sold in the UK and Ireland is also coming from abroad, so its not (only?) the people in these countries who mix it.

I am getting registered letters again here. Ofcourse I can understand that people are worried about lost envelopes, but please know there are only a few missing, all others are arriving fine.

But you know I also want to keep this safe for me, and some (american) agencies are above all laws, so they are allowed to provoke and try to order something at this place.

You know I want to trust everybody, but as long as FBI, CIA, DEA are there, the world will never be safe for anybody.

So from now on, when I have to sign for an envelope, I will just send the money back and blacklist the address.

You will all know by now that my health is better, I am almost back to old without any depressions. Ofcourse I want to keep it this way, and that is why I decided to take the month of may free.

One last change will be, that from now on I will not answer e-mails on Sunday. One day a week just for my family and friends, realy hope you will all understand that.

Thank you again for being there, Happy weekend, stay well and take care,

René.

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March 1^ST , 2008

Yes my dear friends around the world: Holland will be in the news again, or maybe already is. We have an idiot (when you see his picture you will understand) walking around here, his name is Geert Wilders and he made a movie about the islam.

If you heared about the cartoons in Denmark and I tell you this will be a bit worse, I think you know enough.

Well, if the man wants to die, please let him, but he also makes other people very uncomfortable.

Here in Holland we are very proud of our “freedom of speech”; we are allowed to say everything what is on our minds, but we are also responsible ourselves for what we say.

So our idiot Wilders is the only one responsible for what is going to happen.

Not that I am afraid, because we will never let extremists rule our lives.

Back to business:

The last months I have several envelopes which didn’t get here, of which I hope most of those issues have been solved. I looked it up and almost all of them were from the UK and Ireland. I hate to blame anybody, but there is something very wrong in the Royal Mail. Complaining would be a good idea, without telling details about this service please.

Maybe that is one of the reasons that other services have stopped taking orders from the UK and Ireland.

But another case is that we hear there are people in Ireland ( a place called Wi…..) who buy good quality products to mix it with trash and sell it again. I am still thinking about what to do about it, because I don’t want to be involved with something like that.

I will ofcourse keep you informed, it has been a busy week and I am quite tired.

Before I put it on the main pages, I can already tell you here that I will take the whole month of may free. I have not decided if I go away, but I look forward to some rest, so I will not take orders that time, also no e-mails. I hope you all understand I need that.

Wishing you a very good weekend dear friends, stay well and take care,

René.

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February 23^TH , 2008

Hello my dear friends, it is weekend again!

I must control myself on this place to not write too much political opinions. I once wrote a weekly column in a newspaper here in Holland, so sometimes I would love to write about Joran v.d. S., Ayaan Hirsi Ali, the dutch government who now wants to take fingerprints of all the dutch people, the US elections, Bush and so on.

But you are mostly here to see how I am doing.

To make it short: very well. My weight is almost normal again, eating and drinking goes good, I don’t have much pain anymore, just a bit from the inside scars, so I now feel like a fit 60 year old. Just another 10 years to go.

So everything is in control, I am already looking for a short holiday in a month or 3, I will ofcourse let you know in time. Working 7 days a week is alright, but you all know I have to get out every now and than, and in 3 months I will be healthy enough to go away.

I wish you all well, take good care of yourself,

René.

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February 16^TH , 2008

And hello again my dear friends, I realy like hearing that many of you are regular visitors of this place.

Everything is going very well, it feels good to be quite on track with everything.

It also looked as it was already spring here in Holland the last week, so nothing to complain about.

Well, again I can complain about the slow mail, I am realy sorry for it, but as you know the mail is out of my control, patience is important as always.

On top of this page you can read about e-mailing me. I found out that I lose some e-mails that go to the “unwanted-mail” folder.

To avoid this, and also to make it a bit easier for me, I hope you can always do as I explain above, thank you already very much!

One more time about the Holloway-case, the guy is still free. But I have confidense in Peter R. de Vries, who is like a pitbull and will not give up. I just heared the mother of Natalee is trying to start a civil case against Joran van der S. She is in contact with one of Holland’s best lawyers.

So dear friends, that is it for this week, stay well you all, and take care,

René.

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February 9^TH , 2008

Well my dear friends, it indeed was the week of the Natalee Holloway-case.

I watched the program getting sicker of that Joran van der S. every minute.

He talked about her like she was nothing, the guy is realy very sick.

I don’t want to make a big story of it, but the good news is, that he is hiding from about everybody here in Holland. We realy want to get him as we dutch are ashamed of him. He should never live in our society anymore. The only thing what I am afraid of, is that his sick and rich family will give him the oportunity to start a new life in another country.

We will probably never know if Natalee was still alive when they dumped her into the sea, or that he did kill her, because I start to believe that too. We still have to hope for the best.

Alright, Aisha and me are doing very fine, bussines is gong as it should and we seem to get no winter (again) here in Holland.

The prices in the menu will stay the same for now. As you may know, the pound and dollar are getting lower almost every day. So I will see how it goes.

I still get many e-mails without a name or enough details in it to look things up. I always try my best, but I now will send a standard e-mail back to ask for more details. As you may know I don’t save e-mails on my computer for security, and with the many e-mails every day I can’t remember what everything is about.

I didn’t get any serious reply about a medic yet, but I will keep on trying to find someone who can help, I will keep you informed.

I wish you all a very good week my dear friends, until next weekend, stay well and take care,

René.

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February 2^ND , 2008

And hello again my dear friends, we are already a bit used that I write here in the weekend, so I will try to keep doing that. But please don’t be angry when I am a few days later.

First of all, I want to try to be more of a help to all my ill friends, I get many e-mails with advise and I always try to help as much as I can; in the 9 years I know a bit, but I am ofcourse not a medic.

So I am trying to find a medic, who ofcourse is modern enough to accept the medical use of cannabis, maybe one of you knows anyone and I will ofcourse keep you informed here.

The second issue I already talked about 2 weeks ago.

The man who I realy admire very much; criminal investigator Peter R. de Vries, claims he has solved the Natalee Holloway case.

This Sunday-evening he will broadcast his programm on TV here.

What I have heared, is that Joran van der S. (I can’t write his full name because the family is corrupt, dangerous and owns Aruban politicians) was with her on the beach having sex.

Natalee became sick (she used a lot of drugs) and he didn’t know what to do about that.

He called a friend and they took her in a boat and dropped her in the sea, it is not clear if she was still alive or not.

The problem will still be getting enough evidence, the program will show the guy confessing (hidden camera), but he will probably deny it again as he lies about everything.

Anyway, he probably didn’t kill her, but that he –along with his family- can go free with all those lies is realy disgusting.

I look forward to the program and I think you will hear about it in the news, lets hope justice will win.

Enjoy your weekend my dear friends, take care,

René.

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January 27^TH , 2008

Hello dear friends,

The past week I read (again) the Anne Frank Diary; it made me think about this place, because this is also starting to look as a diary. Not quite the same situation, but as Anne always started with “Dear Kitty”, while I always start with “Dear Friends”.

Anyway, here is my weekly news again.

Still no sign of any depression, it realy makes me feel more positive every day. Although I am still very tired after a few hours work, I am able to keep this service running and with the patience of you all I also don’t feel too much stress.

So good news from this side, and ofcourse I hope you all are doing great also. I wish you all a great week, stay well and take care,

René.

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January 20^TH , 2008

Hello again my very dear friends,

This realy is the time of the year we just go on and wait for the spring; short days and long nights.

My health is good, I am out of the hospital 100 days now, so it sure is a big difference between what I can do now and how I was 100 days ago, not to talk about how my situation was 120 days ago!

But the future is what we all have to look at, and that is going good at this end.

On this place I normaly don’t talk about politics, but there is something I want to say.

My american friends will have heared of the missing of Natalee Holloway on Aruba, as you may know a Dutch island in the Caribian which I also visited about a year ago.

Well, Holland now also has its own O.J. Simpson.

That dutch guy has killed Natalee, but because of bribing and corruption on the island he goes free. He even –as O.J.- wrote a book about it to make some money over his own murder!

So my apologizes for that to my American friends.

Well my dear friends, I wish you all a good week, be good to other people, stay well and take care,

René.

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January 13^TH , 2008

Hello dear friends,

Not very much news this time, everything goes as it should be, I am totally up to date with everything.

So I want to wish you all a good week, take good care of yourself and everybody you love,

René.

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January 7^TH , 2008

Hello again my dear friends,

As you can read above, my first good intention for the new year has started. I get many e-mails from people who doubt about my service because they are already been ripp-offed by others.

So lets try to make the internet a little healthier by putting those low-lifes in the spotlights.

This weekend the last envelopes went in the mail from the orders that have been waiting here since the holidays.

My energy is still quite low, but I feel good and am now even with everything.

I thank my friends who have waited 2 or 3 weeks for there patience, I hope you all will receive the envelopes this and the next week.

Until the next time my dear friends, please stay well and take care,

René.

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January 2^ND , 2008

All the best wishes to all of you my dear friends, a new year has started!

For 2008 I wish you ofcourse everything positive, but most importantly good health.

The past 3 years have been difficult for me, but with all the support of you, I am still here. Stronger, wiser, and ofcourse older, but we all know that is part of life.

As every year, at New Years Eve, we always hope the new year will be better, so now it is time that it will come true.

I am sorry I didn’t do much work the past 3 weeks, personally I had a lot to think about what all have happened. And I had to give it a place in my life also, which I think I did now.

So this new year I am confident it will give good things, I will –as always- do my very best to be there for you all.

Some of you are still waiting for their orders; I hope you want to be patient and I ofcourse hope you will have them soon.

Stay well dear friends, until later, take care,

René.

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